Wax - you will come to someone's evil tongue; undeserved insult.
Longing, sadness, cleaned her shoes - do a great job.
Longing, sadness, cleaned her shoes - to make a big deal.
Surprise.
Longing, sadness.
Dreamed blacking means that you immerse yourself in the sad thoughts and sadness; cleaned blacking boots - so have to do heavy and sweet thing to your heart.